Goodbye....& SHERLOCK HOLMES!!!

Yay my 1 month holiday has ended~ (well it actually ended yesterday on Sunday but since the ones who are responsible for the calendar management for my university is 'stupid' enough for making a new semester starts on the 24th Dec, which I think most of the students won't be back yet since 25th Dec is Christmas dammit! Which means, it's holiday!!! so who's gonna go to classes on Monday?? >___< I think even the lecturers will think like that too so they won't go to classes too lolz.

and yup, will be back to my hostel tomorrow. I think I'll start ranting more about my stress on my studying so I'd better make it fast now.. So goodbye for now. I think I might write more on this blog whenever I have free time in front of my PC hahaha.

So bye bye!!


(in the other words......)

I... want.... Jeremy Brett's... SHERLOCK HOLMES COMPLETE COLLECTION, OMG!!!! >____< I dunno why, it's not that I'm a fanatic fan of Sherlock Holmes but maybe I like seeing his portrayal as Sherlock Holmes after browsing all the pages in Youtube about Sherlock Holmes... (omg I'm drooling now..) so I guess the thing that makes me want to watch it is because of Jeremy Brett, lolz. (I noticed this maybe after I didn't have something to see so I just pick random thing like Sherlock Holmes on Youtube hahaha)

Oh well.. I've decided to buy it.. yeah I've made a full 'investigation' on the prices from the net.. I guess I've found a good one.... with subtitles of course. Actually there is more cheaper price (extremely cheaper) but it got no English subtitle and the positioning of the episodes is not in correct order.. so I think it's just a copy made in China or somewhere else. So I guess it's ok to spend some money to get the quality one right? hahaha. and why I want English subtitle? Because yeah I admit that I'm not that good to listen to English conversation (especially it's a 'CLASSIC' era ya know) so I need the English subtitles for HoH (hard of hearing hahaha)

(and yeah.. i'm a kind of type who can struggle from spending my money on things even on things that I feel I like it.. but I think I can struggle no more on this case~ I want it yayyy~ :) and at least I've got some savings ufufufufufu)

Now just wanna show you some Sherlock Holmes stuffs from Youtube:

Music Video of Sherlock Holmes:

My comment: Didn't I tell you that I like 19th century age? and also men in suits? lolz
Jeremy is really good. Almost all Sherlock Holmes fans said that he's the greatest one to portrait as Sherlock Holmes. :)

A Parody of Sherlock Holmes on one of his story:

My comment: omg this is sooo hilarious parody.. "wassup Holmes" and "what son??" <-- refers to his accompany Dr. Watson lolz

Sherlock Holmes short comedy by Peter Cook:

My comment: this is funny too.. I think I like Peter Cook's voice. It suits to be Sherlock Holmes too. I like the way he acts in this. How he plays his violin and snaps around like a mad with his violin stick hahahaha~ and yeah most people said he is good and hilarious to be Sherlock Holmes comedy portrayal. (not the typical Holmes one)

Hahah I guess that's all. You can see more SH stuffs at Youtube. :)

Do I look emo too much?

Last night, while I was sitting in front of the TV (even a sick person needs to have a little entertainment hahaha...) there was this Malay drama entitled Janji Terbukti (Proven Promises.. kinda like that). It's about a young man became a housekeeper since the owner of the house was divorced and lived with his 2 little sons. And yeah the housekeeper did all the house chores and also babysitting the 2 boys.
The housekeeper is really a kind young man came from poverty and he's the one who took care of his younger siblings's schoolings and such... He is so kind even the neighbour liked him. :)

And then bla bla bla.. my mom and dad came watching the drama too. They sat beside me and that means I was stuck between them..

and then at the end of the drama, the owner got back with his wife and later, he asked the housekeeper (the young man) whether he wanted to continue his studying or not. The young man said "it's ok.. even if I'm still interested to study, but I have no money.. and I need to let my younger siblings get success first.."
But then the owner said "It's OK. I'll take care of the money for your studying and also your siblings'. "

That time I'm not sure if the scene was too emotional.. The drama is kinda a light drama one.. but then my mom suddenly said "eh ehh.. your dad cried?? I've never seen him crying while watching a television. *giggle giggle* " My dad just kept silent that time and kept on watching the tv....

I was like... "(uhh ok.. I think I can guess why's that happened...)" <-----I didn't say anything.. just kept my mouth shut My dad was not really crying although I didn't turn my head to see him whether he's crying or not.. but I think he's just got teary eye.. Not really crying.. Well.. why do I think I can guess the reason of it? Because I know he (my dad) is remembering the 'incident' that happened to his oldest kid (my oldest brother) before.. How a dad hopes to see his son grew up and be successful in his studying but the hope didn't go too far.. My brother stopped in the middle of his studying and later took other course.. which the course is not very encouraged by my parents... But I guess my parents didn't have any other choices than to let him do whatever he wants.... So I think when my dad seeing the scene of how the owner is kind enough to support and take care of the money things for the young man, I think I know how my dad feels.. The owner isn't even a relative to the young man but he would do anything for the young man because the young man has helped him so much with the house, the 2 boys and his divorced wife..And the young man thanked the owner very very very much he really appreciated it.... I guess that's the reason my dad got teary eye....


The conclusion is, sometimes this really upsets and distresses me.. I know every parents want their children to be successful in their study.. but I dunno.. maybe I'm the last child so I'm the only one they're hoping for now... It's not that I'm blaming my oldest brother for disappointing my dad.. but yeah some small parts of me did blame him.. he's even became hot-tempered after he stopped his first course and slept all days at home without helping my mom with the house chores and things... I just hated him that time.. I wouldn't mind if he at least help mom cleaning the house, washing the dishes, cleaning the yards, washing the cars, helping with the meals and such... but aaarghh... he just shut himself in his room and then didn't do anything besides playing his PC games, and then eating, and then watching tv. And he often made my mom cried because of his stubborn and hot-tempered attitudes.... I just really hated him that time.... Even my older sister hated him too...
But now he's already working (with his course that is not very encouraged by my parents) and he's in KL right now... I dunno what will happen to him (he's 28 and I dunno if he's interested in marriage or not) but the thing is, I know that my dad is really disappointed with him.. although it's all history now but I still feel my dad still regrets about it.... and I guess that's why I'm the one who kinda took all of my dad's high hopes now..

uhh... this is just tiresome... not that I don't want to study hard and to be successful but.... ahhh i dunno what to say... currently I'm even studying a course I'm really not interested that much so how could I expect to have a great oh great oh great result that could bring me further to overseas?? Let's say if I can graduate nicely (not with flying colours) I think that would be enough for me... Talking about overseas, I'm not the kind who can go studying overseas easily with his/her parents' money... so the only way to go there if I wish to go, is to study hard hard hard and then get the government scholarship.... *sigh*


Oh God please help me.. I hope I can be someone my parents can be proud of... V_________V

(sometimes I'm just too afraid I draw too much when I'm distressed and tension..... somehow I still cannot sacrifice my drawing skills and anime/manga/games hobbies.. T___T )


ps: hahaha stupid grammar mistakes..... yes i know


AND TO anyone who read this post, please don't hate me for hating my brother because of what he did. I mean.. maybe you think I will hate all people who once failed at his/her course and then took another easier course... No please don't think me is like that... It's not like that in my case. I hated him because after he stopped the course (which at that time he only have only 1 year to finish his course), he just stayed at home without doing anything, without wanting to go out and searching for part-time work, but instead he just shut himself in his room and slept all days..playing PC games all days.. and he's also a hot-tempered one making my mom cried many times when he didn't want to listen to my mom.. he didn't even want to help with the house chores... I know maybe you'll think "Maybe males are like that? They didn't know and didn't notice..?" But I dunno.. it's not that my parents didn't advice him and such... he's just too stubborn... >____<

So, please don't think that I hate those people who once failed at his/her first course.. I know everyone has their own limit and capability.. Maybe it's his attitude that makes me hated him that time... If he behave himself and try to repent himself, then I think I won't hate him that far... And that was long time ago.. Now although we didn't have any argument and such, but I still feel uncomfortable when being around him.. Yeah, like a stranger to me.. *sigh*
I guess every family has problems eh? *sigh*

Back to school? and some music experiment lolz!!

+++++ Back to school +++++++++++++++++++++++

Nah not yet.. still got 2 more weeks of holidays... ~__~ but the result for the previous semester is just out today... Although it's not a result I can show-off and brag, but thank God I manage to get the result I wanted. (it's not that I'm not ambitious to hope for a greater and greatest result but I know my limit so I don't want to hope too much so I won't be too disappointed later, lolz... )
But yeah... this is it.. the result which I was kind of struggling to err.. 'stay' my scholarship...?
heh idiot me, lolz...

and yeah..now the subjects for the next semester I'll be starting next 2 weeks...

Bachelor of Engineering (Computer and Communication Systems) - the 6th semester (from 8 semesters)

KKK 3505 - Internet Computing
KKK 3517 - Operating Systems
KKK3613 - Computer Networks
KKK3811 - Digital Signal Processing
KKK3905 - Mini Project
KMP3901 - Engineering Economy and Cost Accounting

KKK3918 - Industrial Training (yay for this thing I won't be able to relax during the 3 months holidays because this thing will be done during that long holidays.. T_______T )

well yeah... please wish me luck.. T____T




+++++ Music Experiments +++++++++++++++++++++++

I found some clips at youtube that written "[title here] Guy Version" and wow.. some of them turned out to be great result of guy voice. What I meant is, the original song is edited with some software to change its pitch to a guy's voice, lolz. Some of them are below:

Yura yura guy version:

My comment: Kinda great.. sounds like the other Naruto OP that are sung by male bands, lolz.

Sakura Kiss guy version:

My comment: Not bad.. it's just that maybe it sounds more like woman's voice with very very low pitch.


Inori - You Raise Me Up guy version:

My comment: This one's great~ sounds like a real male's voice to me. hehehe



and then I did some experiment with Audacity (you can download it here. )
Some songs didn't turn out great but I guess I have 4 of my favourite songs that turned out great. (well, in my opinion laa) Well you can hear the short examples below. Why don't you hear the guy versions first if you haven't heard of the songs? lolz

Absolutely Everybody by Vanessa Amorosi (original ver.)--> go here
Absolutely Everybody by Vanessa Amorosi (guy ver.)--> --> go here


It's not Goodbye by Laura Pausini (original ver.)--> go here
It's not Goodbye by Laura Pausini (guy ver.)--> --> go here
(fyi there is a Malay version entitle Aku Masih Setia sung by Dia Fadila)


Ai wo Shizumeteru by ANZA (original ver.)--> go here
Ai wo Shizumeteru by ANZA (guy ver.)--> --> go here


Makenai from Tenjou Tenge (original ver.)--> go here
Makenai from Tenjou Tenge (guy ver.)--> --> go here


so what do you guys think? Are they ok? lolz :)





ahhhhh.. my head is getting dizzier and dizzier these days.. and I think I'm getting a flu... (snort snort..) T___T Wanna go to Comic Fiesta these weekends but uhhh.. let see if I manage to go or not.. (looking at my condition here.. T____T )

How to avoid thiefs...? *rofl*

Hermm.. really feel weak nowadays.. with all the personal problems that keeps coming and coming... ~_~ I don't have the will to do anything.. I feel lazy.. I feel like I wanna shut myself in da room and sleep all days, all times.. forgetting all the problems.. but I know they won't be happening.. *sigh* people without problems (even a single problem) are crazy... orly?? wow....

heh.. I'll try not to make my blog too emo.. Now just wanna share with you some things I got from somewhere (originally it's written in my language and I'm lazy to translate it into English.. lolz who's gonna read it anyways XP )

lolz I laughed at the 'additional part' of every tip~ XP



Tips Menghalang Kecurian.


1. Jangan biarkan anak-anak (in case famili la ni) tidur di ruang tamu seorang diri.(mereka mungkin menggunakan anak sebagai tebusan).
[+] Biarkan kucing jer tidur situ

2. Kunci atau sorokkan semua pisau2 yang terdapat di dapur sebelum tidur. (kesemua kes kecurian didapati pisau dan menurut polis mereka akan mencari pisau dahulu sebelum mencuri bertujuan untuk melindungi diri mereka).
[+] Seelok-eloknya jangan gunakan pisau dirumah

3. Sekiranya terdengar/terlihat paip air di luar rumah terbuka pada tengah malam (pukul 12 ke atas) , jangan keluar rumah untuk menutup paip tersebut kerana ini adalah taktik terbaru mereka dimana mereka telah menunggu diluar pintu rumah untuk masuk (kes terbaru berlaku di Dungun)
[+] Alternatif lain bukak paip dalam rumah pulak biar pencuri konfius

4. Beritahu anak-anak sekiranya hendak ke tandas ( jika tandas jauh) di waktu tengah malam,kejutkan ibubapa untuk bersama mereka.
[+] Alamat mak bapak tak tidur ler..

5. Jangan simpan barang-barang kemas di dalam almari baju (cara lama)
[+] Simpan barang kemas di luar rumah

6. Bawa kunci alarm kereta bersama semasa tidur, in case terjaga tengah malam, cuba on and offkan balik untuk menakutkan pencuri (menandakan kita sentiasa alert).
[+] Kalau alarm Proton tu jangan heran kalau sometimes alarm tu tak berbunyi

7. Tekan button merah alarm kereta anda jika anda suspect pencuri sudah masuk ke dalam rumah. Bagi jiran semua terjaga!
[+] ... .dan marah anda.

8. Sekiranya terlihat orang-orang yang agak aneh dan asing di kawasan rumah anda, sila dapatkan plet no motor/kereta mereka - (selalunya naik motor dan mereka ni biasanya berdua, setiap kali kita lalu depan mereka, mereka akan menundukkan kepala)
[+] Lagi power.. ajak dia orang raya rumah kita

9. Pesan kepada jiran, sekiranya ada sesiapa yang datang ke rumah kita dan mengaku saudara kita bertujuan untuk mengambil barang- barang, jangan benarkan, beri nombor telefon pejabat anda kepada jiran supaya mereka boleh double check dgn kita.
[+] Kalau dia datang nak ambik barang jiran kita pulak cam mana?

10. Semasa tidur, pastikan handphone anda berada di sisi atau pastikan juga Codeless Phone anda berada disisi anda atau pun sambungkan satu extension dalam kamar tidur anda. Ini memudahkan anda membuat penggilan kecemasan sekiranya anda terasa kehadiran pencuri di dalam rumah anda.
[+] Pastikan handphone ada cukup bateri

11. Adakan senarai nombor telefon kecemasan seperti polis, bomba, 991 atau sebagainya. Pastikan nombor-nombor ini disimpan dalam handphone anda. Kalau boleh hafalkan nombor tersebut. Ini memudahkan anda membuat panggilan telefon.
[+] Selain hafal nombor tu pastikan jugak kredit ada (untuk prepaid user sahaja)

12. Kalau berkemampuan, pasangkan alat pengesan kecurian di rumah atau automatik alarm.
[+] OK ni!

13. Lampu porch & lampu belakang rumah sepatutnya terpasang secara automatik bila malam, baik semasa kita ada di rumah atau pergi vacation.
[+] Timer!!!

14. Kalau cuti lama, pesan jiran kutip surat-surat dalam peti surat. Peti surat yang penuh membantu pencuri menghidu ketiadaan tuan rumah.
[+] Jiran pun boleh jadi pencuri.

15. Kalau kawasan anda kerap berlaku kecurian, buat permohonan rasmi dari balai polis berdekatan supaya ada anggota polis buat rondaan yg kerap di kawasan anda.
[+] Kalau dah area tu kerap ada kecurian, apa lagi pindah jer lahh!

16. Kereta Proton adalah paling mudah dicuri. Kalau kereta anda brand new, sekurang-kurangnya anda perlu lock gear & steering sebelum tidur ( sebenarnya masih boleh dicuri, tetapi akan berjaya melambatkan pencuri).
[+] Jom lambatkan pencuri!

17. Kalau ada anak perempuan, sebaik-baiknya pintu biliknya dikunci dari dalam sebab ada pencuri yang mengambil kesempatan seksual dan anda perlu ada kunci pendua in case berlaku kebakaran.
[+] Sebelum kunci pastikan pencuri tu belum lagi masuk bilik!

18. Sekurang-kurangnya simpan kayu hoki di bawah katil anda buat mempertahankan diri dari pencuri yang ganas.
[+] Juga bola hoki untuk baling pencuri tu nanti!

19. Jgn letak kunci bawah pasu bunga/peti surat/ alang pintu/tepi tingkap bila keluar (pencuri dah lama tau taktik ni). Lebih selamat beri pada jiran yg kita kenal rapat.
[+] Ok! Ok! supaya senang pencuri tanya kat jiran ade tak kunci umah ni

20. Kalau sewa rumah baru pastikan anda tukar 'padlock' baru, mana tau bekas-bekas penyewa lama simpan kunci pendua.
[+] Nak lagi confident, tukar gril dan pagar baru!nak lagi konfident tukar pintu baru..



Tips menghalang kecurian di kolej.... (lolz!! )

1) Sebelum pergi kelas, pastikan komputer anda atau subwoofer anda dihidupkan dengan volume yg kuat... kalau boleh satu blok dengar... Ini utk memberikan gambaran yg tuan bilik ader dalam bilik walaupun korg gi kuliah.

2) Jangan ajak kawan2 korang nyer kawan2... punya kawan2... sampai ader yg korang tak kenal masuk ke dalam bilik korang... seelok-eloknya kawan2 korang pun korang halau...

3) ader kolej yg pintunyer boleh dibukak oleh org2 tertentu... walupun bukan pihak pengurusan... Korang beli Solex barang 5 ke enam buah... solexkan dari atas ke bawah...

4) Klu korang ader laptop, pastikan anda membawa ke mana2 walaupun ketika pergi mandi... kerana ada org yg boleh mengesan laptop...

5) Upahlar rakan korang jaga bilik korang tu... walaupun ader kelas, tapi kata kat kawan korang tu yg menjaga bilik lebih penting dari kuliah.

6) Jgn bagi kunci pendua bilik korang kat kawan2... seelok-eloknyer sorokkan kat dalam loker ker.. bawah tilam ker... in kes kalau kunci korang hilang, korang dah ader kunci spare... tp kalau kunci betol hilang pastu duk kat luar nak masuk bilik & room mate x balik lg, macam mana ye nak ambik kunci spare tu? Pcahkan lar dulu pintu tuh...

7) Letak Anjing atau paling bagus Harimau belang dalam bilik korang... konfirm takder pencurik yg boley curik...

8) Tempah alarm siap dengan GPRS trus ke handset anda... lagi bagus kalau siap ngan CCTV... boleh cam saper pencurik tu..

9) Buat jerangkap samar dalam bilik korang... lagi bagus kalau siap ader periuk api lagi... hahaha

10) Ni yg paling mudah... Duduk luar, jadi MLK. Secara otomatisnya korang tak kena curik dalam kolej kediaman, kalau pencurik masuk, tu dah dikira sbgai kecurian di rumah... ha...haaa




lolz lawak penawar tensen.. lolz

Sometimes...

Sometimes I really wish I didn't have feelings and my own self-conscious so that I can be a robot following every 100% of what my mom ask me to do.. ask me to be a kind of person she wants...

I dunno if my friends look me as a spoiled child since the only thing they know is I'm the last child and since all my elder siblings are all married and have their own life now, so they (my friends) might think I'm the one who get all the pampers and oh-so-called-love from my parents... *sigh*

Sometimes I really envy one of my friend who is very close to her mother and her little sisters... she can tell everything and cry to her mom without worrying to get any discomfort/uneasy feelings from her mom... But me? sometimes (I think most of the time) I feel worry whether to tell problems to my mom or not.. I always have to do 'screen test' of all my problems before deciding whether to tell her or not...and most of the time I think I won't tell her... I dunno.. maybe it's because she's the type who will reply '10' things if I only ask/tell '1' thing. (I know that sentence sounds funny.. but I took it from my language's sentence; kiter tanye/cakap sepatah die jawab 10.. ~_~ )
Not that I'm not grateful having 'that kind' of mother but maybe I'm getting bored with it...I'm getting dizzy and dizzy with her 'most of the time lectures...' I know if anyone who knows what kind of my mom is, I bet they will say "u r lucky to have a mom like that', "ur mom is good she knows all good things" and bla bla bla...

There are more things about how I feel about my mom (not only the lectures things) but I guess I won't tell more.. It's just that I just dunno myself.. maybe I feel the love she's giving me is the 'love' to push me to be 100% of what she wants.. if I'm just giving out my opinions a little, she seems upset and then start to say that I'm rebelling her.. I do admit that sometimes I will talk back to her, saying my opinions and my disagree.. but I never said it with harsh and loud tones.. I just said it with low timid voice.. I know in my religion we the children even can't say even words like "ah!" , or "Hmmph" to parents but still... sometimes it will blurted out from our mouths accidentally... I guess everyone has their ego and stubbornness....

that's why I really wish I didn't have feelings and my own self-conscious so that I can be a robot following every 100% of what my mom ask me to do.. ask me to be a kind of person she wants...

I do believe everyone (especially teenagers) have their kind of own problems with their parents.... but I just dunno what to say about mine anymore...

PS: and I'm just laughing at myself when some of my friends said "You didn't eat so often at home but always eat so often at hostel/dorm's cafeteria??? lolz u r weird.."

(that's because your mom still cooks foods for you 3 times a day.. me? cooks 1 time a day and then eating the same food for the rest of the day.. or maybe it will be tomorrow's foods... and yeah that's why I eat too much when I'm at hostel's cafeteria because there are many foods there.... not that I cannot cook for myself while at home but maybe it feels different when you have to do ur own cooking even you're at home.... I mean your parents' home.. not that my mom is working anymore.. she's already retired but she has other more important things to do than the home's things....)

so don't feel weird if you don't see me getting bigger and chubby after we meet again after a long holiday...lolz


aaah I don't believe it I think most of the my journals are all emo things.. I wish I have something fun to happen so that I can write it here. lolz

Welcome 'me'..~

Welcome to my umm... new blog, lolz.

I guess I need a separate blog for my private things other than the 'art blog' which I'm always active...

So if you're interested to know more about me, well, welcome then....
Not sure if I will update so often since I'm just not a type of person who really keeps a diary, lolz.

Not sure who are going to read my upcoming 'stories' but whatever it is, you're a free to come in front and speak out your opinions. Or maybe comment. Don't worry I won't eat you lolz. I wanna know you guys too. :D

So then, I'll start later when I have free time, lolz.

By the way, just want you to know that my English is not that great so please don't mind if you're encountering with some weird sentences or some grammatical errors, lolz. ~___~

Ba bai! :P


PS: Just wanna let u know that I might reply to you back in the comment section so you might want to check it again, lolz!